THINGS I'M GETTING OFF MY CHEST & OTHER THINGS...

well well well, i havent posted here in like lets see....like 5 months!!! lol, but anyways i thought maybe i should start writing on here more since my BP page is so full of stuff and my friend told me i should start writing opn the blogger again, so here it goes.......ok well i finnished my 2nd year of school......ive been out of high school for 2 years now, and its like so weird, i rememebr high school like it was yesterday, i know 2 years isnt that long, but it seems long, but then again it doesnt. theres so many people i've lost contact with that i wish i havent.....


i wish i wouldve told this boy that i liked him i had a crush on him since 11th grade, he was sweet, but me being shy, i didnt. on the day of graduation i was, but i chickened out, even after i gave him my prom pics i tried to write "i like you" on the back of the pic, but i didnt, i just wrote some stuff like "ima miss you very much" so mayb he figured out that i did like him, who knows, but he had a girlfriend though....i had a chance on the trip to 6 flags great america to tell him some days after graduation, but i didnt, even on the last day of school when we came back to get our report cards, i didnt, and that was the last time i seen him....i heard he moved to florida or something, but hopefully i will run into him someday, maybe not until our class reuion, if he comes, but i will tell him how i felt when i see him, i just feel like i have to.......


well ive been home for like 2 months, and my summer break has been really boring, i havent found me a boyfriend yet, im still single, i dont want to be, but i dont want to go looking for someone either, i rather have God send them my way or something....but i am really sick of being ALONE, lol....i was getting of the bus coming from work like 2 days ago, i work at Kmart, it sucks, lol, but anyways this boy was trying to holla at me and get my number, but me being slow, lol im like i gotta go, but it was dark outside and when its dark outside i just say hey and keep on walking, cuz there's too many crazies out here ya know, but anyways he asked me the time as soon as i got off the bus, im like "its 9:30", so he was like "so you live over here? you have a boyfriend? what happened to your last boyfriend" lol im like i dont know, and he was like why i was in a hurry im like im ready to go home, so he kept asking where i live at like 3 times, i was like "down there" as if ima tell him what building and my address, hell no, lol, but he asked for my number but i didnt give it to him, i dont wanna give out my mama's number and i dont even have a cell phone yet, but like i dummy i didnt get his number, but hopefully i'll see him around, so he was like "ok i'll see you around" im like ok, bye, and i took my ass into the house cuz i was tired from working at Kmart 8 hours....i really do hate that job, but i need the money since my mama wasnt gonna give me no more, lol and i need the money for school in the fall, so i can quit in a month yea!!! lol, but anyways, thats all for today i know this is alot, but read it anyways, lol peace....

posted by Toya @ 3:34 PM