THINGS I'M GETTING OFF MY CHEST & OTHER THINGS...

well wassup again people??? its like 2:23 am here now, im just writing something to make more blogs, lol....well what did i do today well yesterday....nothing much i just slept until like 12pm and did nothing, i have no life, thats so sad, smh, oh and smh means "shaking my head" lol, ive been chatting in chat rooms for too long.....

i go back to school in a month, kinda excited about that cuz i will be moving off campus with my cousin, she 26, so this should be an interesting year....maybe she can finally get me out the house, instead of it being like when i was in the dorms and her calling me trying to get me out and me being like "naw im sleepy" or "i have studying to do, when i dont even study, lol", but hopefully i'll have a lil fun this year, hopefully meat somebody, get me a boyfriend, lol, but im not gonna rush that, someone will hopefully come my way......

ugh on the 4th i invited a guy that i met online to my mama's bbq, well i met him cuz i know his sister and cousin, they went to high school with me, and i met him off bp, and he use to live in my niehgborhood, well his sister and other family still does, and he still works in my neighborhood, well anyways i invited him and that negro came thru with like 5 of his friends and got a plate and one of his friends got one anf left to go downtown to the Taste of Chicago, now tell me how bogus was that? i was pissed off, that was really rude, and my family and whoever else was there saw how rude that was, damn free loader, but i couldnt cuss him out, cuz i dont cuss people out, well only my brother, butr thats different, lol, but i called him and told him how i didnt appreciate that, but he was like "well my friends was gonna leave me, i didnt have that planned"....but i was still trying to get him to know how rude and disrespectful that was and that hurted, i was waiting for him to come, and i wasted my day waiting and i didnt apprecite that, i couldve been off doing something else like going around trying to get phone numbers, lol, j/k, well go look at the boys at the b-ball court, since we was at the park...... i wasnt gonna call him to make sure if he was gonna come, but i thought maybe he did still want to come and was planning on coming, so i didnt wanna call and be mean, but im sorry that i called now, i havent talked to him on the phone since, i talk to him in the bp chat room like 2 times after that, but im still hurt by that and i dont wanna seem like im sweating him, cuz after i met him on May 10th, he acted like he couldnt call me no more when he called me like everyday for 2-3weeks before that and i talked to him online like everyday, but thats a long story, and on the 4th of July that was thr 2nd time i seen him ever, but i liked him, and well im just thru i know he dont like me, but we couldve been friends, but he's not acting like a good friend, and i thought we was cool, i guess not....

but thats ok because i will make other friends, i still have my one best friend that ive known since 5th grade, and there will be other guys out there that want me, hopefully, lol, but anyways i know this is kinda jummbled together but its 2:34 am and im sleepy, and im about to go to bed, lol, and if you read this, and you know who, mr "ima eat and run" Ef you and you're an asshole, lol ok im not mad anymore, peace people....and God bless....2......

posted by Toya @ 2:39 AM