THINGS I'M GETTING OFF MY CHEST & OTHER THINGS...

alrighty people....i meant to write on this thing on the 13th and 14th, but i didnt and its 40 min into the 15th now, lol its feb. 15th and iots 12:40 am....but anyways ui've had this blog for about a year, and looking back, nothing has really changed....i still be on here talking about how alone i am, well i havent lately, but i am still alone...Valentine Day sucked! as usual....im 21 years old, and i have never had a valentine....that is so sad...but hey, its jsut another day, and like i said a year ago, what some boy told me from BP "if you was alone yesterday and you're gonna be by your self tomorrow, why stress over being by your self today (meaning v-day)" or something along those lines....but anywyas, these 2 links are links from a year ago, when i first started my blog: my first blog post , ....so i dunno, it doesnt seem like much has changed......well now im trying a pic hard to get more outgoing, hey today i dressed girly, trying to at least feel good about my self, cuz when you lookg ood, you feel good....but man....today i didnt do a damn thing...i stayed my butt in the house....i went to go out to eat, but it was too long of a weight, so i jsut got some food from Dominos and some choclate and ice crema from Wal-Mart, and chatted on Bp and in IM's like i didnt last year...smh so so sad...but i felt better this morning when my mama called me to wish me a happy V-Day....she always does, and i love her very much....she always know how to make me feel better, jsut a callt o say that she loves me...and i got a Happy V-Day call from a friend back home....and i talked to my best friend a lil later, and i talked to a few people on IM's that im real cool with, but other then that, i guess it wasnt that bad, its just another day........just like yesterday and tomorrow...even though some things might be a lil different....but man if i was to see someone kissing today i wouldve screamed, lol, cuz i use to always see that in h.s and it'll just make me so sick to see mofos all i the hall ways kissing and stuff....i guess i didnt like it, well i know i didnt, cuz i didnt have no one....and if i was inlove and had someone i wouldnt hate V-Day....but oh well, thats the weay the cookie crumbles...i have no one now.....but anyways im gone@whoever reads this thing, lol, holla! peace.....and God Bless....

posted by Toya @ 12:57 AM