Me
i guess i've seen something similar to this on other folks blogs...plus i have nothing to write about...-23 year old Christian.
-From Chicago (born on the Westside: Austin neighborhood, Cicero and Lake!, lived two years of my life on the Southside: Around 51st and King Dr., i really hated that neighborhood, Grew up on the Northside: Edgewater, Rogers Park! Sheridan Rd, Devon Ave., Howard St., Clark St....people from Chicago always gotta shout out their street names, and my friends that are from Carbondale don't understand that, lol...) .
-Is a Senior (5th year) at SIUC.
- A Sagittarian.
-Favorite color is blue.
-The oldest of 4 kids (I have a brother that just turned 21 last week, and my father got remarried so i have a 12 yr old sister and a 3 year old sister).
-Parent were divorced in 1987.
-The oldest grandchild on my father's side of the family, and one of the oldest on my mother's side.
-Terrified of spiders.
-Scared of dogs.
-Scared of any bugs or insects with alot of legs, like centipedes.
-Scared of death.
-A Theater major (no i dont act).
-Is, well use to be, extremely shy (but i still am sometimes).
-I'm a introvert.
-Use to want to be a sciencetist when i grow up.
-Use to collect bug when i was little (only worms, snails, small slugs, grasshoppers, lightning bugs, and potato bugs, the ones that roll into a bug when you touch them, butterflies).
-Sort of scared of all bugs now.
-Has eaten rabbit, squirel, and deer (because my grandparents are from Arkansas, and yes rabbit taste like chicken).
-Had frog legs (they taste like chicken too).
-Had a pet cat that i use to be scared of at first from 1993 until 2001 (my mama had to move so she didnt take the cat with her, it's with my brother's friend, i think i did a post on that a couple of years ago).
-Loves music (Especially Old School stuff from the late 60's and 70's and early 80's, RnB, not this new RnB, some NeoSoul artist, some hip hop, and Gospel).
-Some of my favorite artist are Stevie Wonder, Donny Hathaway, Michael Jackson, the Jackson 5, Timbaland, Missy Elliot, Alliyah, R. Kelly (even though he's a Chester Chester Child Molestor, i refuse to throw away his Cd's, the boy is bad, well his old stuff was, not this RnB thug crap), El Debarge, Earth Wind and Fire, The O'Jays, The Isley Bros., Prince, Luther Vandross, Anita Baker, Erykah Badu, Musiq Soulchild, The Fugees, Lauryn Hill, etc.
-Was depressed for a very long time, as far back as i can remember, maybe back to 5th grade, possibly 3rd or 4th grade.
-Just now getting out of my depression for the last 2 years.
-In the choir at church.
-Just now slowly breaking out of my shell.
-Still a virgin.
-Will still say i'm a virgin though i had oral sex performed on me (TMI i know) in August of 2004 which i wish never happened (but i just let dude do it, i regret it though) Sorry God!
-Wanted to remain a total virgin until marriage, so none of the above will not happen until then.
-Never had a boyfriend.
-Had my first kiss after my first year of college, i was 19.
-Had my second kiss this past August of 2004 (by the guy mentioned above, a mistake!).
-Had my third kiss in this past December 2004, buy the guy i was talking about in this post, but i didnt kiss him back.
-Had my fourth kiss January this year by James.
-Only been on one real date, and that was with James (the other's don't count, which was only like 4 anyways).
-Had social anxiety, which i use to always talk about on here in the past a couple years ago.
-Use to wet the bed for a long time, way into high school, embarrasing, that's why i never had a sleep over or went to sleep over someone's house.
-Feels that my relationship with God isnt where it should be at and really wants to work on it, but sometimes i dont know how to start.
-Doesnt have as good of a relationship with my brother as i would like, i feel that he hates me (he holds so much anger).
-Doesnt have the best relationship with my father, he's a stubborn asshole, but i love him to death (i guess i'll always be a daddy's girl).
-My father stabbed my mother in her sleep thats why they got divorced (he was on those drugs and obsessed with her).
-My parents were seperated before they got a divorced because my father started using drugs.
-My mother, brother, and i lived in a shelter for a short time after her and my father got divorced.
-Even though my father stabbed my mama, after the divorce she still let him see us, when i know alot of other folks wouldn't (talk about forgiving someone).
-My mother has sacrificed alot for taking care of me and my brother, had to give up school when she tried to go to college when no one else, not even her mother or sisters, would watch us.
-My mother is now finally getting the chance to go back to school.
-I love my mommy and brother SO much and my world would crumble if i didnt have them.
-Loves to hear my grandparents talk, i learn so much from them! The wisdom!
-Use to play the piano from about age 5 or 7 up until 12th grade (i plan on getting back into playing it).
-Afraid of being alone when i'm old and dying alone.
-Afraid of never being able to marry and have kids.
-Use to want to own my own production company, a dream i may still reach.
-Doubts my self alot.
-Has low self esteem.
-Thought that i was ugly for a long time.
-Never had alot of friends, maybe 1 or 2 growing up (but they wasnt very good friends).
-Never had a friend whose shoulder i could cry on.
-Was always the tallest girl in class.
-Use to wear big clothes to cover up my shape (now i like my shape, though i could lose a few pounds).
-Nags sometimes, especially to my brother, and he hates it (but i only do it because i love him dearly, i want him to do whats best for him).
-Has 3209842380 first cousins because my mama is one of 9 kids, only have 2 first cousins on my father's side.
-Has a problem with being late alot.
-Is VERY impatient, something that i've been trying to work on.
-Is scared of germs and hates public restrooms.
-Loves chocolate.
-Thinks Chris Webber, Morris Chestnut, Borris Kujo, and Craig David are some of the finest men alive.
-Loves Basketball!
-Use to play basketball for 2 years in high school (only on the Fro-Soph team, and i sucked at it! Stll couldnt make a layup right after 2 years)
-Use to really hate Valentines Day, but thinks that i'm cool with it now.
-Hopes i will be able to have a relationship with this special person in my life right now, even though he's back home 5.5 hours, well 6.5 hours away.
-Talks WAY too much for someone who's so quiet! :-)
-The End.
1 Comments:
"-Still a virgin"
THAT IS GREAT! Wish I could say the same thing...I'll keep you posted
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