Thursday, July 17, 2003

there's nothing much that has been happening lately....well thats a lie...there's ALOT of shyt that went down on the 4th of July weekend when i went back home 2 weeks ago....it was horrible....some family stuff that i just wouldnt expect to happen....i dont believe it and hopefully the truth will come out....there were cops involved and stuff...it messed up my WHOLE week and the week after that...and mostly i was pissed because my mama was very upset with what happened......see shyt like that happenes when you let family in your house...family that you've always tried to be there for and help out, but they wanna stab you in the back.......

today, well yesterday was my last day of counseling....im going to miss my counselor, she was cool, so i didnt wanna get a new one, so i stopped.....i also felt like i've achieved some things i wanted....i mean hey, this summer 3 guys already tried to holla at me....im a lil bit more out going and talkative.....more involved in church, and hey! i joined the choir over a month ago.....i stay out my room alot more, i guess because my internet is off, so i stay in the library or something to just be out of the house....hopefully one of these guys will finally ask me out or something.....but anyways.....

work is well....summer school is almost over....my cousin graduates on august 2nd....and i move in less then a month now....yea! im SOOOOO happy, i feel grown now, lol, though i've been legally grown since december......this year has went by fast, and ima be 22 in less then 5 months, i cant believe it....i've been praying more, and trying to get more involved in church, and i pray that God will help me to understand some things better and help me to get closer to him, and for me to be a better person for him...i just want to better my self, and carry his name right, as we talked about in bible study some wednesdays ago.....well anyways, its time for me to start walking home and take a lil nap before choir rehersal because these cramps are killing me!!!!! aunt flow decided to make a visit today....i thought she was coming on saturday, oh well, the sooner it starts, the faster it gets over.....PEACE OUT.....and God Bless :), and Thank You GOd for waking me up this morning.....starting me on my way.....and just for blessing me with family, and people that do care about me, though sometimes i feel alone and they dont care, i know that you're there Lord and please comfort me when im lonely, afriad, confused, sad, and just lost about what i need to do, and where i should be going in life......i just THANK YOU LORD thank you for letting me make it to another day.....in JESUS's NAME i do PRAY, AMEN, and Thank GOD.

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