Friday, March 14, 2003

well im back at school for a minute....im still on my spring break, its march 14th and its 2:19am right now...we leave out for Memphis, TN at 12 noon today, so im going to have to get some sleep soon.....my time at home was ok...i got to see my mama, my brother, my step father, get my popeyes, garret's popcorn, and giordonos, and meet with another friend...but i got into it with my mama, we was getting on each other nerves, which that seems to always happen, but i love her to death...i got into it with my bro, which i didnt want to, but i dont think he loves me at all or my mama, but i dont know, but that hurets me sometimes, well when i think about it, cuz we love him so much......

...and well my meeting with my new friend, it went ok sort of, but im shy, so as always i didnt talk much...i was starting to warm up to him, that was until my friend came, who is the one that sort of introduced us, cuz thats her friend, and we started talking online at first....but when she came i sort of felt like a 5th wheel, 3rd wheel, whatever the saying is...i know that mightve been dumb, but i didn, cuz i still dont really know him, and i wasnt able to joke with him like she was, and i guess he didnt really seem interested, but thats ok, we can be friends...and i shouldnt expect anything more then that anyways at this point, but he seems nice, and i was attracted to him, but i guess im not really his type........

.....but ok off to Memphis at 12, and hopefully i'll have some fun....then monday school starts again, and its 1.5 more months of school left...YES!!! actually more like 1 month and 3 weeks, but i will be glad when this semester is OVER...anyways its 2:25am now, and i need to be laying my head on my pillow, so i'll holla!

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Monday, March 03, 2003

man some of my blog post wont, show up, but they are saved, man wtf is wrong with this site? but anyways, yea, nothing new with me, still trying to get thru the semester, and it is lets see March 3rd today, so im at the half way point, or just about, of the semester...YEA!!!! and i go home next week, hopefully it'll be a fun trip home, i sure hope so, going to go eat with a new friend :) , go hang out with my bestfriend, be at home with my mama, my brother is coming by the same week, Go see my grandparents and maybe my aunt and lil cousins and whoever else, so everything should be cool...hopefuly, i hope so, smh why am i typing this everything should be cool, but i dont mean it in a bad way, but it seems like i do, but i pray to God to let me and my cousin have a safe trip home, and keep us and my family safe, because i love them very much, and God please bring us back to school safe, and guide us to Memphis, TN safe when we go that friday and bring us back on Sunday safe, in Jesus's name, Amen....well yea i have 2 trips, one going home, and one going to Memphis with the church down here...they're going to visit the new pastor's home church...but anyways i need sleep, its 3:32 and im trying to type a paper for the play "Hamlet" that i still havent read, but i got a idea of how it goes, anyways...God bless the people who died in the Epitome/E2 nightclub in Chicago and the people at the club in Rhode Island that lost their lives.....May God bless their families and help them thru this moment of grieving....well im out, PEACE and God Bless....

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