Tuesday, June 28, 2005

ok...

...i so dont know what to talk about, so i'm going to just ramble on as always....

the deer attacks have stopped on our campus so far.......it's crazy, just like on Animal Attacks, or that Ice Cube movie...the mama deer was being over protective of her baby deer and she thought that someone was going to get them and she's attacked 7 people in 2 weeks...crazy....

I didnt go home last weekend like i wanted to to go see Lauryn Hill at the Taste...but she canceled anyways and they Replaced her with LL Cool J...which wouldve been nice to see, but he's starting to look funny now...he needs to gain some weight back or something...he's too skinny! i like him more on the chuncky side...when he was built like a football player....

man it's been hot than a mug down here....so dang on hot...my face turned about 3-5 shades darker! now only if my legs can turn darker...i swear my legs and feet are light skinned...they're like 10 shades lighter it seems..ugh! i hate that! i want them to be a darker brown like the rest of my body...wellt hats cuz i dont wear shorts or sandels....go figure.....

...the women's ministry at my church had a pamper day on saturday....it was cool...they had it at the Rec center on our campus...they had people doing pedicures, manicures, facials, massages, food, 2 seminar classes on healthy relationships and emotional eating...and raffle prizes...all of which people at the church and some companies donated their time to do for free and donated food...it was very good...especially for those mothers, especially the single ones, who can't afford to go to a spa to get pampered...they did a very good job, the 2 girls that got it together, and like my pastor said, our women's ministry went to another level and can't go back....

in other news, i'm still taking that Walking and Jogging class and the Strength Training class....i think my calf muscles are tightening up.....the guy that was supposed to train me text me the other day talking about sorry but he was out of town...but damn he couldve called...i called and texted him over a month ago...so maybe after my classes are done i might train with him to still keep this up.....i walk about 3-4 miles everyday now...which might not be much to some, but it is to me...i was already walking about 1.5-2 miles to class, but we have to walk an additional 2 miles around the lake...so the first 30 minutes walking to campus doesnt bother me, it's the walking around the lake that does...i will be in shape by the end of the summer...now i have to work on my eating habits...especially since i've been hungrier than usual lately, i guess because i've been working out more...but i've been eating more candy, chocolate candy bar's and ice cream to be exact...bad Toya, Bad! If you didnt already know, i have a bad chocolate probably...a bad ice cream problem too...i might even stop by Dairy Queen today on my way tot his play rehearsal....

...ahh, play rehearsal...well it's a musical called "Honk!" thats being put on at this community theater in town.....well they dont have a theater anymore since they kicked them out,s o it's going to be put on at the highs chool until they find a new place to callh ome in the fall....it's more of an adult play, but they have kids in it! i call it an adult play because there's a few jokes that the lil kids wont get....the youngest is 7 years old and the oldest is 19 years old...there's about 15-20 kids int his play...i'm pretty much the only black face there (besides this half black, half white boy thats 17) which is fine, because i'm use to it now...but wheni first came to school down here...man....but this play is pretty much the story of "The Ugly Duckling"...it's pretty good...has a lesson, especially for kids...you know, it's ok to be Different and Unique and that you should love your self...and love being you!


But man, i dont know if this play is going to come together! i have to pray on it! there's too many directors, and i feel like i'm just baby sitting...no one is giving me anything to do, and when i do ask to type something up or print something up, they say that they can do it....one of the actors who is also the choreographer is taking over directing and they're not sitting him down! he's not organized and they've wasted TOO MUCH TIME going over scenes...as a director, you're supposed to come prepared (i know this but i didnt pass the class, thats why i gotta take over in the fall to graduate).....and they're not sitting him down! ARRRGGGGH!!! it's so frustrating...i mean they told me that they dont know what they're doing and that i probably know more than them...i was kinda like i probabl dont, but now looking at things i see tha i do! this is community theater and this is the family's (the director, his wife, and his 2 kids in the play and daughter that's doing music) first show directing...they've only acted...and he's not sitting the choreographer (who's a friend of the family) down!....i shouldve spoke up a long time ago...but in my stage management class we learned that you dont say nothing and just agree with the director....i mean you might can say things,but i dont know if it's my place to or not...but then again it's not like i can get fired...i'm not getting paid, or getting class credit..it's strictly volunteer...out of my time...and this is a community theater, you dont get paid for that!

so i'm going home this weekend but will only be there for a couple of days...me and my mama are going downtown to the Taste (Taste of Chicago that is) on Saturday, i think i'll finally try that BBQ turkey leg...man them things be huge! but the Taste is expensive...i dont plan on spending anymore than $20...i'll eat before...some folks be spending like $100-200 down there tryng to try everything! then Sunday it's off to Edwardsville, IL (close to STL) to see my grandma...then my mama is driving me back to my school...so hopefully i'll have fun, i should see family...some which i wanna see, some which i dont wanna see, and eat LOTS of BBQ, which i LOVE! man...i have a BBQ problem too...well not really, but i love it! my favorite BBQ sauce now, and yes i have a favorite, is Sweet Baby Ray's! it's been a favorite for a while...i didnt get up on it until when me and my cousin lived together, because she always bought it...i was still eating Open Pit or whatever other name brand BBQ sauce made by Kraft or whoever else...but Sweet Baby Ray's is the ish!

well that's about it for now...there's other things going on, but i rather not even post about it on here...i might just post about it on Myspace....that site is getting addictive! well i guess that's all i'm gonna type...lol i've posted twice so far this month...sad...it seems like alot of bloggers haven been posting this summer...i guess i really dont feel like it sometimes and feel detached from it...i dont know...well anyways, maybe i'll post tomorrow, or maybe not, i'll probably post after i get back since i'll have something to talk about then...until then, ya'll have a blessed day and week!

Friday, June 17, 2005

yea...

...it's been a long time...well i told ya'll my mama's car burned up...well a week later, God blessed her to be able to get a 2004 Trailblazer with no money down and 4.9% intrest....thats good ig uess...alot of people said it was....ok so i went back to school...worked for a week..then summer classes started this past monday....man, i ache so badly! the guy that was supposed to help me work out never retuend my calls, but i think thats these 2 PE classes (Walking and Joggin, and Strength Training)is enough...which we havent been really lifting weights yet, but in the walking and jogging class it takes about 20-40 mint o walk around the campus lake...depending on how fast you go...well you can runa bout 20 min or walk 40....i walked...well it took me 37 min yesterday and 33 today...walking that long doesnt really bother me, i'm use to it cuz i do it everyday to campus...but walking 40 min to where we gotta meet at on campus then an additional 40 min, then walking back 20 min to the Rec Center for my strength training class...yea, it hurts! but i will be in shape by the end of the summer...maybe i can lose the weight i've been trying to for the last 3-4 years and possibly get out of a size 14 to a size 10-12...though the size 14 isnt bad on me since i am 5'10-5'11...but i wanna get from being between 190-200lbs and get between 170-180 lbs...i think i can do it...scratch that, i know i can! so yea thats what been up....and i'm working with these lil kids...they're so funny, for this play...man the really lil kids learned all their lines and are pretty much off book, and learned the music (it's a musical) while the teenagers havent,s mh!@that....so that producttion goes up July 8th...i'm going home for a short time July 4th weekend....for friday thru sunday...i guess i'll go down to the Taste of Chicago on Sat....me and my mama....then on Sunday we're going to Edwardsville, IL, it's close to STL to see my grandma who moved down there a few years ago....for Monday the 4th of July...since STL is only like 1.5-2 hours from my school...my mama is gonna drive me back to school on that Tuesday morning so i can make it to class and she'll drive back up to Chicago with my bro...for that long 5.5 hour drive..lawd...i really wanna go home the weekend of June 23rd cuz thats the first day of the Taste and Lauryn Hill is gonna be there! but i have class and work! :-( i could try to take off and fine someone to drive up with, cuz i think Yellow Man (which i need to stop calling himt hat so i'ma call him Mike from now on) is going but i dont really trust driving in his car cuz i dont know if it'll make it all the way up to Chicago...lol, it's not that old but i remember him saying it stopped on the way back to school one time...then a couple girls i got class are going back to Chicago that weekend too to see Lauryn Hill, but they're leaving Thursday night...but oh well...maybe some other time...but it would be so cool to see L-Boogie! i was a huyge fan of Lauryn, especially after her Solo album dropped...i bought that the first day it came out, i remember it was the first or 2nd day of school my junior year of h.s and i listened to it everyday, in the morning and when i went to sleep...i loved that CD...still do...but we'll see, heck i might go, i just gotta see when Mike is going up there and pray over his car, lol....i also have an African American Art History class...it's pretty cool, i'm learning about alot of black painters and sculptors...something you dont really hear about in school...and we have a art project due at the end, it's only a 4 week class...2 hours everyday, monday thru friday...and the teacher is cool, he's real cool and laid back....i'm glad i take these types of campus so i can come across the black faculty ont his campus...also people down here been getting attacked by deers the last 2 weeks...man WTF? like 7 people got attacked...4 of them got attacked thats behind the woods and student center...cuz they'res pathways int he wood and students walk thru it...they said there's aDoe in there and she just had some babies...she very territorial because she thinks someone's gonna attack her fawn, so she's been charging at people...crazy...one lady had to get like 10 stiches cuz the deer knocked her down and stomped here...i swear the animals down here are crazy at my school...nothing like Chicago...i've been on Myspace alot cuz i'm sick of BP and i'm bored...also on TheFacebook, that site is really addictive...but it's nothing but a stalker tool, lol...smh, you can look up people and stuff, but see iw as smart enough to not use my real name cuz i dont want no one looking me up...i wonder if the Pistons will win...i'm leaning more towards them to win, i dont think i care for the Spurs that much....but my Bulls will do better next year so they can make it past the 1st round, lol....my cousin is having her baby in Sept! i'm helping to plan her a baby shower, althoough the church is giving her one too....well choir rehearsal is cancelled today and i have no play rehearsal to go to...i need to leave this library and find something to do! i've been trying to make an appointment to get my braces started but the dang on dentist office wont answer their phone! arrrrgghhh! anyways, lol, i need to go catch my bus, i'll write something later! (see Napkaboom i finally updated!) :-)