Friday, November 25, 2005

i am like so bored...

...so i'm home for thanksgiving break...i've been here for a whole week and have been a bum...nothing more than a bum...my hair is halfway finished...got some micros again because i need to take a break from the afro and twist...

...i'm graduating in 3 weeks...i can't believe it...well i can, but it's finally happening for me..i'm in the same situation with the Directing class. now i wrote about this class about a year ago and my decision to take it over...yea...so i'm in the same situation, but this is the only class i need to graduate....we did our first scenes about a month ago and the final scene and directing book is due in about 2 weeks.....pray for me ya'll!

my birthday is in a few weeks on December 4th...i'm turning 24...wow, when iw as younger, alot of times i couldn't see past 18, but i'm 23 going on 24...God IS good...just thank you God for letting me live to see this long...

...things are getting weird now...i feel weird having to actually grow up...i'm not ready to, i know i'm grown, but not completely since my mom helps me out and all....but after graduation what am i to do? i still don't have a job lined up and i don't know what i want to do with me self....

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www.myspace.com and www.facebook.com are addictive! i don't know how many time's i've said this before, but they'll cause someone to not graduate....lol...

...i know i've been neglecting this blog, but i don't think many people may read it, especially with so many bloggers leaving this site...but that's ok..and i've been posting on my myspace and now i finally got on the yahoo 360...i don't see the big deal with it, but we'll see...

my mom cooked alot of food, so i'm eating good the next few days...i went to my grandparents house however to spend time with them on thanksgivign and sate up and talked with them...we always talk about everything from slavery to them growing up int he south to people today, especially black folks, or the punks hanging out on the corner...i love them so much, they trip me out, and they're wise and very funny too...

i haven't done anything and my hair is half finished...my mama has to finish it by tonight sometime or tomorrow morning...i'm going back to school sunday....

i wonder if i'll get 3 sets of gifts from everyone...a birthday gift for the 4th of December, a graduation gift for the 17th of December, and a Christmas gift for the 25th of December...ummm i wonder...probably not! lol...

sometime i wish i could just go and act wild since i never have...i was never over protected and my mama wasn't strict, but i was always worried about getting in trouble or looking stupid, so that's why i never did anything wild or would drink or smoke weed or anything...i want to be sober when i'm having fun...well i wish i could be able ot get wild and not worry what people gotta say without getting drunk or high...but i probably wont...but i just want to go out and kick it at a club just once...but knowing me i don't like the environment and would get irritated and leave...

i think i've written too much, though i've wrote more than this before, but i'll stop here...peace!